So for all those who are following my blog, my anxiety has gotten better! It is still completely here, and I constantly have to calm myself down when I start to feel an anxiety attack coming, but it's better then it was. To be honest I don't understand why for the first time in my life I'm getting these horrid episodes...all I know is they suck.
I have decided that Mondays and Fridays I will post entries. And I'm pushing it tonight, since it's almost midnight but until I fall asleep and wake up I will still say this is Monday! (;
I have gone on some adventures recently, and I have been feeling adventurous lately. It's fun. I love getting out and doing stuff, especially exploring new things!
Today the lovely Harts came over and had FHE (Family Home Evening) with my mom and I. For those who don't know the Hart family, they are a family filled with wonderful, musical, and generous people who have basically adopted me into their family. They have been there for me, through so much, and have helped me when I was down. I love them so much more than they will ever know! Being a person who doesn't get the chance to have FHE very often it was such a great experience. And I absolutely loved every second. At one point Rachel was trying to talk her mom into letting her spend the night some nights, even if she has homework, and her mom said that I was different. That I'm like her sister, so spending time with me is like spending time with family which is always okay... I will tell you I almost cried. I felt so loved and... Oh... They are just amazing people!
** A note for readers, I am very LDS (Mormon). And I understand you may not be and that is fine! But I will talk spiritually, or about religious things that happened to me, in this blog. I mean, I'm going to BYUI, it might turn into a regular basis kind of thing. If this offends you or bothers you, you don't have to read you can call or Skype me at any time (: **
Through all this craziness and anxiety I have been stress eating... I've gotten some comments... So tomorrow I'm going to start getting back in shape!! Wish me luck I'll keep you posted!
Anyway, I'm pooped. So good night everyone, I love you!
-A
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